Devdas

It is 1.53 am now and i am not sleepy ( guess i am still jet lagged)going thru a weird emotion and not able to understand it one bit. I landed in kerala today and not liking it one bit . 2 years i was surrounded by friends and friends and friends and now its like i have nobody. all my friends are away and not even one in cochin- was siting all day and looking at the pics DAT i clicked thru out the 2 years in amrita and was living those moments .... normal people have college trips to ooty and hydrebad but i had a trip to Newyork and las Vegas with friends because all of us were special !!!

I never thought the 2 years will go so fast .....from the first day where i got scared of Amit to the last day where i left from shekar babus cabin....

All my life i have tried my best to keep in touch with all my friends -- but life has made sure we drift apart ....so the only wish right now is not to loose what i have got now !!!

Some of my way too awesome friends -----rahul( i love him 100% and he loves me only 33%) , vidya(hmmm) , paru(laziest ass in world today) , jk( no words--- 1 in a million) , lakshmi( if by chance she doesnt get married, its bec of the rumors i spread), jacky , sid(partners in crime) , anoop KLA(lover boy) , harish(if it was somebody other dan harish i would be dead by nw), deepak(one person who has misunderstood me the most) , Karthik ravva( true devdas), arun( my bros classmate) , adars , aswin , ganesh , hari, satya(universal lover), nitish(pron star) , jebsy( hw can i frgt her), rohini( i wanna die in her hands), pushpendar, mitra , Dey , ARijit ( i think the only guy who liked me ) , raji , raam ,shalini, sharath, vidhyashree,neeraj,damo(sex boy), Vineet(man), sandy(someway we drifted apart bec of me), sasi ( one person who has misunderstood me the most)and ragav

I guess these are the first names which came in a flow --- really wanted to test my memory...

2 years in Amrita and 22 years before that i have never written anything , guess this is my first attempt at writing....

now the question is shud i keep myself so busy that i dont miss anybody and i can get away from this restlessness and if i keep myself so busy then when will i meet my friends or spend time with them .... HCl is gonna be the worst place to work in terms of work pressure and god knws when i will get thrown out ... is this what i really wanna do ? .....waiting fr the day when some idea clicks and i open my company and i can do what i want !!!!

feedback from aswin on the last day was --- i have entertained people for 2 years and kept the colllege alive --- i believe everything comes at a price --- the problem with being a comedian is u never make great friends ..u remain a person who teases and makes fun ..period ..dats where things stop .... i guess i repeated what happened in graduation and i got the same appreciation ....

But i am very happy , truly ....i topped in SAPG ......which i badly wanted tooo .....

this 3 months before joining is gonna be very tough(it luks like)...completely depleted in economic terms and at heights of desire to go meet friends .... i really wish i could just go riht now to chennai and wake jacky up and come back !!!

it is 2 30 now...i am stopping not because i am sleepy but because my internet bill is shouting...

Tmrw off to thrisur to meet Vidya ( guess ths is whn life teaches me the real value of her and how i have taken her for granted all these years)......i thot i will go by weekend to meet her....but somethings ........

plan for tomorrow -- road trip to thrisur ---120 kms north ....